FUCK YOU
HOLD YOUR OWN GODDAMN HAND
always childish critical of every last fucking thing just for the fuck of it
i am no fucking moron
and i let it slide
like i thought
maybe
u know
maybe it was just
bad timing
oh fuck no
my first instinct are the fucking best right?
yeah and i fucking knew it
and i was ready to go off
but oh no
no no. gotta let it slide gotta be everyones friend.
i shoulda just fucking walked
gotta be immature bitch about it. dont just complain. ask for kisses. im not a moron.
i cant stand it. i really cantr
i couldnt stand it before
i cant stand it now
ur friends arent on ur side. theyre just to scared to say anything.
so stop brining them into it anyhow
whatever
i hate it

you are certainly one to talk dearest, about being immature just for the fuck of it. i forgot youre the most mature person you know. and i forgot you knew everything. ill let you in on a little secret- i'm only complaining to keep myself busy, sweetie. gotta be everyones friend? ha. yeah. yeah right. i hope you read this and i hope it pisses you off. because if it does i will know i have succeeded. you love to upset everyone but now ive found a way to upset you. and i can be childish if i want darling, its my life. my friends arent against me. and they arent too scared to say anything. stop pretending like you own the world and its entirety. you can have your cake and eat it to. but don't expect me to sit off on the sidelines quietly. ill watch with patient eyes as you dismemeber your prey and i will laugh when the trap youve used to attract your victims backfires. because i can be your best bet, let alone your worst ex. maladroit.