steve you drive me fucking crazy and if you think fucking around with other girls is the way to win my heart, you are in for quite a shock. so go ahead and do whatever you want. i need you to understand us notbeing together has nothing to do with love, because i love you. you know i do. but it can't work with us. its too stressful and its not rewarding to either of us. its draining and hard and we shouldnt be in relationships like that ever, let alone when we're 18. so i;m sorry. i would hate to think of you with someone else and thats what makes this ending so hard. knowing that eventually we will both move on. its hard to imagine right now, but when i do, i get really upset. like when you dated angela. i just about died. i know youll probably mess around with a lot of people to get over me or something liek that. i dont plan on doing that. its not how i deal with my issues. i dont know what to say to you anymore. im crying just thinking about it. its crazy that this is happening but it was bound to happen someday. i know you love me and you always will and i want you to know that i will always love you, and i will carry a piece of you with me forever. i wish you nothing but happiness in the future and i hope you find someone who can give you the relationship that you deserve. you were my best friend for 3 years and ill never forget that. we had a once in a lifetime bond and i know you'll think of me on random days for no apparent reason at all. and i want you to know that i will be doing the same.

all my love
and all my heart
forever yours
audrey