i miss keiko.

what a terrible night. i hate everything, school included. i can't do this anymore. i still have at least 4 hours of homework. no one reads this so its nice to update it. my mom destroyed my prom dress. and i dont want to go to that stupid dance anyway where im in a group with my ex-bestfriend who hates me and doesnt want me to be in their group and she doesn't want to be friends with me anymore ever.

and i have this stupid tiki thing that i bought carter in texas and i havent given it to him and thats just really sad because i havent seen him. whatever.

my ACT scores aren't good enough for my parents, and odds are i won't improve them next time. my grades are shit and they were relying on this test to get me into a good school. well so long any hopes of that happening. and im sorry. im sorry im not as smart as they thought. and what a great night for a breakdown when i have so much left to do. breakdown, what a stupid word.

oh what a fucking sob story.