and i'm a lifeguard in gym now. this will be my first time actually being a lifeguard since i was trained last year. so i hope these freshman girls can swim.

today the ap us essays sucked

today i also found out i'm in love

and play practice was cancelled

and i decided life is overrated

courtney also got a dog
a cute one
really cute
smokey
ohhhhhhhhhhhh



last night i got really upset about things i dont know about

college is nothing but full of stress

college is overrated

college makes me sick to my stomach

college makes me scared

college shouldnt be doing this. but it does.

everybody comes to go to hollywood. they want tomake it in the neighborhood. they like the smell of it in hollywood. how could it hurt you when i looks so good?

whhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhy

theres nothing i can do but take the pain

the words i might have ate.

so much for the promises i never intended to keep.,.. i cant let go... i cant pretend

at least i tried. at least i tried.

i apologize if i do not care.

oh yeah and chris brady and legner since 7th

i love dave too. just thought i would add that. ive been friends with him since 8th grade too. just so no one feels neglected.

im listening to OAR again. hahahahahahahahhahaha oh you silly jehovas witnesses. i figured i should write somethign similar to the dead journal on here. so ill sum up just in case people dont read both

~i love ali
~i love courtney

well thats about all. ali has actually been my friend for a while like 3 years? thats impressive.
and i love her more.
same goes for courtney.
and if anyone ever does anythign dumb to them
ILL KILL EM

<3 cky <3


<3 ryan dunn <3

im listening to nelly
E.I.

OH UH UH UH OH UH HUHU OHHHHHHHHHH

IS YALL READY?

IM A SUCKER FOR CORN ROWS AND MANICURED TOES.

WHO KNOWS I KNOW AND I LOVE IT WHEN YOU MAKE YOUR KNEES TOUCH YOUR ELBOWS

i watched $40 a day tonigth and it was in milwaukee
and i said

GIOOOOOOOOOOO!
AND THEN when we were decorating for homecoming in the halls today i was thinign about decorating for turnabout last year and i thought


GIOOOOOOOO!

AND THEN

i decided

<3 i love michael giovenco. <3

missed the homecoming pep rally and im really upset about it.

I don't want to hurt anybody. I don't enjoy hurting anybody. I don't like guns or bombs or electric chairs, but sometimes people just won't listen and so I have to use persuasion, and slides. My parents, Sharon and Dave. Generous, doting, or were they? All I ever wanted was a Ballerina Barbie in her pretty pink tutu. My birthday, I was 10 and do you know what they got me? Malibu Barbie. That's not what I wanted, that's not who I was. I was a ballerina. Graceful. Delicate. They had to go. My first husband, the heart surgeon. All day long, coronaries, transplants. "Sorry about dinner, Deb, the Pope has a cold." Husband number 2: the senator. He loved his state. He loved his country. Sorry Debbie. No Mercedes this year. We have to set an example." Oh yeah. Set this! My latest husband. My late, late husband Fester, and his adorable family. You took me in. You accepted me. But did any of you love me? I mean, really love me? So I killed. So I maimed. So I destroyed one innocent life after another. Aren't I a human being? Don't I yearn and ache...and shop? Don't I deserve love...and jewelry? Good-bye everybody. Wish me luck.

i have a lot of APUS to do today. SICK

last night courtney and i saw cabin fever. worst movie ever. lol. and we were scared they were going to check ids. i think the sickest part was when the guy was like fingering this girl who was asleep and then he pulled out his hand that was covered in blood and skin. because she had cabin fever!!! hahahahahahaha homecoming is next saturday. how do you feel about that? i feel fantastic.

do you ever just see something that someone says or hear it and the only thing you could this is "wow you are sooooo dumb"

madonna fucking rocks

"everybody comes to hollywood. they want to make it in the neighborhood. they like the smell of it in hollywood. how can it hurt you when it looks so good?"

"I never knew there'd come a day
When I'd be sayin to you
Don't let this good love slip away
Now that we know that its true
Don't, Don't you know the kind of man I am
No, said I'd never fall in love again
But its real
And the feeling comes shinin through"

it ain't gonna rain on this parade.

what can you say about tomorrow? what do you know about my life? what do you say to your daughter? what do you tell to your wife?

oops

Benedick: I pray thee now tell me, for which of my bad parts didst thou first fall in love with me?
Beatrice: For them all together, which maintained so politic a state of evil that they will not admit any good part to intermingle with them: but for which of my good parts did you first suffer love for me?
Benedick: Suffer love! a good epithet, I do suffer love indeed, for I love thee against my will.
Beatrice: In spite of your heart, I think. Alas poor heart, if you spite it for my sake, I will spite it for yours, for I will never love that which my friend hates
Benedick: Thou and I are too wise to woo peaceably.

standing up against a wooden barrier for 6 hours has never felt so worth it.

OAR rules man. and so do the roots and robert randolph and the family band. especially robert randolph. ive never seen something soo cool. wow.

now i feel like the old me once again.

farewell "my only reason for living"

farewell depleting friendship

farewell grace under fire

farewell guitar.

frack698: i sthere a matress?
skippysTd: yeah lol
skippysTd: i sleep on it
frack698: ohh ok
skippysTd: haha oh so THERES where you got the honey bunny
frack698: i jus tneed to pciture it I NEED TO KNOW HOW YOU GO TO SLEEP AND WHAT YOUR ROOM LOOKS LIKE AT EVERY MOMENT OF EVERY DAY.
frack698: ha
frack698: yeah
frack698: lol i dotn call you honey bunny audrey
frack698: ahhaha
skippysTd: hahahahaha
skippysTd: aww i wished you did
frack698: alright a will
skippysTd: oh courtney youre the funniest person ive ever met
frack698: really? thanks that is tTHE best compliment. you are n doubt the funniest person ive ever met also.;
skippysTd: fantastic. we rule funny.
skippysTd: i dont knwo where i was going with that
frack698: hahha or where it was headed
frack698: ali said that one night at your house. i stole her line
skippysTd: slightly bruised and broken from our head on collision
skippysTd: hahahaha
skippysTd: yeah you did
frack698: eh oh well.

steve has 57 shirts that are in his present cycle. if thats how many hes wearing. how many does he have that he doesnt wear? steve, thats uncanny.

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