feeling completely shitty at the moment. my ear hurts in a wretched way. tonight... or... last night i watched phonebooth. it was soooo cool. well i dont know if it was cool, but so intense. steve didnt think it was intense he just said it was "good" but who knows what that means. i thought it was intense and good and cool. and i didnt really know there were people like those hookers in real life. that is a sick thought. they were pretty sick looking. i wanted to watch lilo and stitch too but ran out of time. maybe today... i will watch this other movie Swimming too. it won some sundance film festival awards so you know its pretty cool.

so things i should do tomorrow. no things i NEED to do tomorrow:

1. Take a shower, and paint my nails, put on make up (i havent in a few months i figure what the hell)
2. relax my ear to health
3. eat something i guess. sick.
4. maybe a sandwhich?
5. ok some of these arent things to do
6. buy my O.A.R. ticket.
7. spend the rest of my last weeks check on stupid worthless things that ill never use
8. go out to the car and bring in some of my cds and listen to them in the house
9. man that was a lame one.
10. hang out with greg if he calls
11. hang out with steve in the day.
12. hang out with court too?
13. tray too
14. maybe go get something to eat with them
15. okay this is the dumbest thing ever im done with this list.
16. OH YEah and start the Joy Luck Club