Things i like

- AP lit
- AP macro
- AP spanish
- AP bio
- almost being done with high school
- the fall play being Little Women
- My dog
- Sleeping
- hopefully making it in LW
- Animal Planet

Things i don't like

- all the homework

- high school in general

- sophomore's who think they are so cool

- egomaniacs

- communists (rocko)

- being pessimistic

- applying to colleges

-my mom saying i need safety schools

- looking for above said safety schools

- schools with huge greek systems

School is awful and takes up all my time. Its hot in my house and ive been in a bad mood lately. there isn't anything else to say. Health is terrible. i never realized how lame sophomores are.

I don't understand calculus at all. I want to drop it. I'm an idiot i guess. I feel pretty terrible.

The first day was exciting i guess. Most of the time it was really funny, especially bio. health sucked. and i was all okay until now when i start thinking about you know what. because i never really stop thinking about it, but sometimes it just gets temporarily pushed to the back of my mind.

and all i want is a burrito
and someone to laugh at my jokes

even if your heart would listen, i doubt i could explain.

if you dont, well honey, then you don't

I remember Jimmy Eat World and i remember everything else. School is starting tomorrow morning. i havent talked to anyone who i have more than one class with. Summer is ending but I'm okay with that. College is getting closer and im just anxious to get those applications out and those letters of rejection in. I'm still looking for safety schools, but i dont really like any schools that i could realistically get into. ahh the irony. I listen to the postal service and the eagles and steve miller band. i like all sorts of music. i love learning. i love knowing that i could accomplish anything i want. i dont like the fact that i havent read brave new world yet. i guess i should go see what i can get done in 2 and a half hours. i love to sink to the beat. and i love to eat and i plan on doing both of those things everyday for the rest of my life!

GO WAHOOS!

Love sometimes,
AUDREY!

I should be reading right now but i just cant bring myself to do it.

"Is there a such thing as an f-5?"
"yeah... there is"
(all look up at the ceiling)

This trip to virginia was the best anyone could have.

"That streetlight isnt even on"
"The bandits probably punched it out"

I fell in love with UVA
On a lovely summer Day
The traffic was bad
but i wasn't mad
That's all there is to say


School starts in 2 days but i dont care because i FINALLY picked out my favorite school. and i FINALLY feel like i actually belong to a campus. and its a BEAUTIFUL one. and i can't wait. and i HOPE HOPE HOPE i get accepted.

One week left. Tomorrow we're leaving for the airport at 5:45. I'd rather be here than anywhere with you. Good Luck at tryouts Steve. Whatever happens, i hope you know you don't really want to quit. Today is looking like another day of ignoring aldous. Peace be with you.

"you're on and off. phase in phase out. cross your heart crash burn and fall. under cushions hide the change. so no one knows. just be careful who you tell. i really want to care when you say: "i'll change that." i just don't feel a thing when you say: "we'll get there...someday"

jimmy eat world




I can no longer make a paper crane. Hope i lost.

Well the only downfall to this layout is my inability to put archives on it because i dont know any html beyond the necessary skills to edit something really easy. Today i need to read Brave New World. I'm tired of the fact that i don't update this. I hate livejournal and im pissed that i chose it over this wonderful thing. either way... i wish the milk would come because i need some cereal. its 12:14 pm and all i've had is a diet coke. sick. i didnt even drink it all. Linda, Courtney and i leave for washington DC at around 7AM on thursday. school starts a week from tomorrow. that is the worst thought to enter my conscious this summer. Isn't anyone taking health this year? no? damn. well I am. I'm pretty bored obviously.

Am i sweetness? Am i sickness?


There is only so much time any sane person is willing to put into a relationship that is obviously stuck and has been stuck for years. Momentary lapses into the past will not suffice and its about time i started taking my own advice. This is not the first time a post like this has come across my blog and is undoubtedly not the last. But for once in my life i feel okay without you. I'm not sure if there is anything else to say.

I'm begining to despise my background on this thing because i think it misrepresents who i am. Not that there is a particular background out there that could represent who i am. I'm just thinking that maybe pieces of candy is not it. i'm not very candy-like. and i'm definitely not sweet and sugary. maybe im more like artificial sweetner. my heart's been deceitful. (okay that was a no doubt quote). Lately i've been watching the olympics and i guess it goes without saying that ive also been falling in love with michael phelps. I don't care if he only wins 1 gold metal, he's won my heart. I wonder if he would care to know that. Living vicariously through michael phelps however, is not enough for my olympian heart and i crave a gold metal of my own. To achieve this would be quite a feat considering i dont play any sports.

My mouth is covered in cancar sores. but over the last week i wanted to be a vet. and i really wanted to. especially when this little hawk flew into the window of the cabin and i sat with it until it came out of its stupor and back to its senses. It was moving, to say the least. my vetrinary desires we, however, fleeting and i gradually drifted back into the reality of my future place in the corporate world. I hate the commentators of the olympics. They are such bastards. today i read 100 pages of 1984 and finished the book. I really feel like some ice cream right now. Today i sent out 3 part one applications. They included Boston College, Rice, and Cornell. How does one go about becoming an olympian. I'm sick of my life, my priorities, my personality, my hair. If i just got a haircut, all of this would change. haha. Today going into the guidance office was a sick experience for me because it brought me back to reality. I'm going to have to see a lot of people who i'm not really looking forward to seeing. This post is getting drawn out and i need to find a new layout so i guess this is it.

I recommend everyone check out "Michael Moore is a Big Fat Stupid White Man." From now on this blog is hosting my political rants and raves of the day. They will of course primarily deal with the fact that michael moore is the most self-absorbed liar in the history of self-absorbed liars.

I think it is important for everyone to know that Fahrenheit 9/11 and Bowling for Columbine would not have been possible without the editing room and its ability to manipulate the truth.

I remain a faithful fan of Charlton Heston.

"We're all a little bit autistic." - Dustin Hoffman

"Television- that's where movies go when they die."- Bob Hope

"Gone with the Wind is going to be the biggest flop in history. I'm just glad it'll be Clark Gable falling on his face and not me."- Gary Cooper

So lately i've been looking at AMERICAN UNIVERSITY. i'm visiting it in a couple weeks and i hope to god its not an urban campus.

In other news, i did about 3 weeks worth of laundry today and i'm going to wash the house tomorrow. Its really dirty and gross and will take me over 4 hours to do. I'm also searching for courtney now and awaiting her steadfast return.

"I've got stains on my t-shirt and i'm the biggest flirt. "

I'm also obsessed with ashlee simpson. couldnt have seen that one coming. my ipod needs to charge. i miss jeanae.