so Eliot was a chauvinist

"No! I am not Prince Hamlet, nor was meant to be;
Am an attendant lord, one that will do
To swell a progress, start a scene or two,
advise the prince; no doubt, an easy tool,
Deferential, glad to be of use,
Politic, cautious, and meticulous;
Full of high sentence, but a bit obtuse;
At times, indeed, almost ridiculous-
Almost, at times, the Fool."
T.S. Eliot


Does Welbutrin make me well?

its strange how things change

i see two lives.

Robert Frost- The Road Not Taken

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim
Because it was grassy and wanted wear,
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I marked the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I,
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

im sick of always going to school

i don't think i'll ever know how to do a job if you don't have to study for it.

eric went running with me!

let's go to the CL. thanksgiving at crab lake. unfortunately not in our new house because it doesn't have heat.

but it is made of logs!

also has been officially named TFC (even on our signs). which stands for The F Cabin. And the F doesn't stand for "family" regardless of what my mom tries to tell you. I don't know how i feel about this name. i haven't decided if its trashy or not. but i think its better than mark's idea of "Axel Acres."

After i created TFC, i regretted it because it caught on. Then i created "Annex Overflow" but no one seemed to like that, even though i thought it was significantly more clever.

also- the signs that say "Billhymer's TFC" (which doesn't even make sense, thanks big bill), are 6 feet long. Which seems huge because when you drive by them you would think 3-4 feet but they aren't. I think ill change them when eric and i inherit. at least i have like 30 years to think of a better name. or i just have to come up with something else for the TFC acronym. like billhymers tutti frutti cabin.

darling, I'm down and lonely.

right where it starts, it ends.


so sentimental. not sentimental, no.

do i believe in signs?

lately i've been sleep walking.

i seem to have lost myself.

hot coffee

I don't care who you are, even my darling mother, if you drive 45 in a 55, I will hate you. at least temporarily.

Also, what does it take to get coffee that is actually hot when you buy it? If it doesn't burn my mouth, I don't want it.

And I don't care who you are, even my darling father (who was raised in Utah and therefore is partially excused), if you say "I did good" I will hate you and think you are uneducated. or at least poorly educated.