two points for honesty

everyone has insecurities

but this isn't fair.

i don't see what anyone could see in anyone else but you

i like eating alone. its just so much easier.

i cant believe seth rogen was in donnie darko and as a fat bully side kick no less.

i'm watching The Savages instead of studying for the LSAT.

court you would like movie.

i have a stye. in my eye. sty?

whatever. i want to go home.

this movie hits too close to home.

also-a side note

in response to courtney's Sarah Palin bashing...

polar bears ARE endangered!!! THEY DONT HAVE ANYMORE ICE! im going to cry about this before i get back to Dickens. I don't even want to vote. they are both idiots.

ANARCHY IN THE U.K.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I hate bill beckett but...

"Well the neighbors have complained damn near every night."

unfortunately the only thing i can really work out to or run to is the Academy and fall out boy. I just can't get used to calling them the academy is... so im not going to. I wish i didn't have lame pseudo-connections to these bands that showed me what assholes some of the members are. I could remain in blissful pop rock ignorance forever.

i saw my first roommate from sophomore year the other day. a moments glance ruined my semester. kidding. but i do hate her and i have never had so much pent up rage for a particular person.

in her infamous words as she walked out the door and out of my life, "I'm goin to Iowa."

absolutely beautiful and poignant on every literary level.

I have probably repeated that quote in at least 4 other posts but its so perfect and since courtney is the only one who really reads this, its more for her than anyone else.

McRib is back!

Now i'm just putting off my reading. I had all these creative things to say that i thought of on the verge of sleep last night (how stream of consciousness of me!) but now i forgot them all. It was probably just a series of witty insults to carrie stillman.

and yes i can hold a grudge like nobodys business. does this mean i'm not going to live as long as other nice people? where is the face full of jostons snl skit? i want to watch it now!

IRREGARDLESS!

i need new jeans. denim denim denim! why? i really just want to wear sweatpants all day for life!!!

also- i need start looking for a job for when i graduate in like 8 months? wow that is SICK! sick bad for sure. and its lame that the only thing they have here are MINNESOTA job fairs. I guess i should have gone to illinois wesleyan. oh well.

and carter dropped out of u of i? now hes in the parkland college or something network. i dont know but it sounds like a community college. whats up with that? (this was directed specifically to courtney, obviously)

dear god get this academy off my itunes!!!!!!!!!!!!!

August Premier 4EVA! where is that fucking hoodie? its been missing for about 6 years.

BOZ tattoo

I think I figured out what my first tattoo might be. totally uncomplicated and relatively small.

BOZ

its the pseudonym that Charles Dickens published under. Its cool because Charles Dickens is one of the most important literary figures of all time. Its also cool cause its short.

I have a ton of work today and also LSAT studying. this will be a boring day.

I promise you I'm doing the best that I can.

courtney is a better blogger than me. This is going to be a really tiring semester followed by another really tiring semester followed by a really tiring life. As my itunes shuffles from one bad song to the next i wish i could get back to a less stressful time of my life, but according to this blog, that point must have been before 2002 because nothing written in this describes the easy life of a stress free adolescent. Young adult angst has taken hold and i would be totally content to go back home after graduating and repeat this last summer for at least 3 more years. I don't know if my parents would actually kick me out but I kind of doubt it.

I don't understand why my mom calls me with absolutely nothing to say. example:

mom: hiiiii
me: hi
mom: i haven't sent the stuff you asked me to send yet.
me: why not?
mom: i keep forgetting the box at work.
me: oh
...silence...
mom: eric wants me to send him shower shoes
me:...cool. tell him to walk to target.
...silence...
mom: axle got a haircut today and he has a back-to-school bandana with school busses on it.
me: awesome...
...silence...
me: well...
mom: okayyyy well maybe i'll call this weekend.
me: ok talk to you later
mom: byeeeeeeeeeee


Effexor is terrible. I would never recommend it to anyone. I'm kind of psychotic without it, but at least now i can orgasm.

I'm a modern girl but I fold in half so easily.

You didn't ask me how my first days of classes went.