I just painted my nails "green tea"




I also stopped being prevet, and then replanned the rest of my undergraduate career




I feel less like jumping out a window now, which i think is good.




We're getting my grandpa a puppy for christmas and it gets to live with us for 2 weeks first, i think this can only lead to extreme attachment. i think its going to be a cockapoo or a yorkie bichon. one of those pansy ass designer dogs that everyone secretly thinks is really adorable.




Courtney thinks her teeth moved from one specific incident with a pen cap. this is not true, but until she gets her retainer she will believe it is.




It looks like santa threw up in our room. thanks bri.

I also didnt mention that Ronny died. well, Ronny died. And i'm still upset about it and it still bothers me and i still think about it everyday. I don't think this is wrong or unusual. Its not like im still in complete mourning, i just dont think its something that goes away overnight.




Even though Gagan and Sarah insisted to steve that ronny didnt even like me, I know that its not true because i know they don't really know anything. The truth is no one really knew anything or maybe we could have done something. I mean maybe we couldnt, but the point is people shouldnt say that their dead friend didnt like his friends because it doesn't do anything but just hurt people.




this was a really lame and elementary post. i don't care.




I'm back with avengence.

After looking at my post i realize why i got so pissed at this thing and it was because i couldnt separate the things i wanted to say. i couldnt hit enter and actually have it work...

that became really annoying. but probably just for me because im my only reader.






Since i last wrote on here my grandma died of cancer, i broke up with steve, i transferred to a new school, and then switched roommates because mine was a huge (literally) bitch. Its been quite a transition.

I am bringing this blog back from the dead i kid you not.

for the last... i dont know... really long time, i have been on somewhat of a hiatus with thechoke and have either forgotten to write or just had nothing poignant or beautiful to say. this is going to stop here. I am going to come out of this hiatus with a new connection to my blog and i will not disappoint my thousands of fans like blink 182 did when they decided just to break up after theirs.

Northfield, Minnesota is one of the most boring places on earth.
The town slogan is "Colleges, Cows and Contentment."

Need i say more?


I plan to actually write in this regularly from here on out. i thought about trying to get it published but then i realized that
a) no one would read it and more importantly
b) there is so much copywrite infringement all over the place with my unnamed artists and authors scattered throughout that i would never want to take the time to actually go through it and give all those people the proper credit needed for publishing.


I hate when you think of really clever things in the shower and then when you finally get dressed and back to the computer, you cant remember any of it. thats how i feel right now. i had a thousand really funny things to write on this that i thought of in the shower and of course i cant remember a damn one of them. (except the blink 182-hiatus thing, i did remember that from the shower).