you'll never be completely aware of how much i hate you. this is one of those moments where you look at yourself and think where is that one person who likes you anyway? and then you think is there one person? and then you conclude that yes there is but he will never know how much he means to you and he will never understand how much you need him in your life. and you wish he would have warned you ahead of time and protected you from the boys he knew would do no good. in my life of breaking waves and motion sickness, my only dramamine is charlie. i really can't stand much more of this on my own.