all i do is sleep. im afraid to be alone and im afraid im sinking lower than ever before. but its not your fault. and no one thinks your an asshole. but to be honest, hitting me in the face would have felt better than this. and healed faster. a misunderstanding on both parts left us starving for what we couldn't offer eachother. at least not yet. i need you to be my friend. i can't make it through my life on my own.