Subject: i need to get a life
Time: 2:45 PM

{x} current mood: bored
{x} current taste: diet coke in 5 seconds...

{x} current hair: short and very furious.
{x} current annoyance: you not talking to me
{x} current smell: my room

{x} current thing you ought to be doing: ap euro homework, enojoying the day
{x} current desktop picture: the moon.
{x} current book: Somerset Maughm- The Razor's Edge

{x} current refreshment: diet coke

{x} current worry: i'll never get you back
{x} current crush: i have a crush on the idea of being happy
{x} current favorite celebrity: john cusak
{x} who do you like: i like the idea of you
{x} who likes you: how could anyone?
{x} what annoys you: the fact that im wasting away in my bedroom
{x} what do you want to do: i want to act. its the only thing that makes me feel whole.
{x} who is one person you never get sick of: charlie
{x} who is one person you would marry tomorrow: i would marry my lobster
{x} do you sleep on your back, stomach or side?: usually side

{x} what would you take if you were stuck on a desert island? a picture of you
{x} who would you take to that island if you had to take anyone, dead or alive?: probably chris. i mean we would have to reproduce right?
{x} do you like water?: very much so
{x} if your house was on fire and you could only save one thing, what would you save?: r.b.f. or maybe the cds youre letting me borrow.
{x} have you ever said 'i love you' and not meant it?: yes
{x} what is your favorite sesame street character?: hmm.. good question. oscar.
{x} what time is it?: 2:55
{x} what time did you wake up this morning?: 11:40

{x} who would you trade places with for a day?: carter
{x} have you ever been told you look like a celebrity?: no. never.
{x} finish this sentence. "i wouldn't be caught dead...": kissing you
{x} what is the worst thing that can happen on a date?: succumbing to the onset of a nervous breakdown
{x} would you rather live in the mountains or by the ocean?: ocean.
Last time you've...

{x} cried: last night
{x} bought something: last night
{x} gotten sick: i always feel kind of gross

{x} eaten: cereak

{x} been kissed: um....8 days ago
{x} felt stupid: everytime i talk to you.
{x} wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: today
{x} talked to an ex: 10 minutes ago

{x} talked to someone you have a crush on: i don't know. an hour ago?
{x} had a serious talk: last night
{x} missed someone: right now
{x} hugged someone: a few days ago


{x} are you center of attention or a wall flower: i feel like both. all the time.
{x} what type of automobile do you drive: haha a 96 tahoe or a 95 crown victoria LX

{x} would you rather be with friends or on a date: i want my date to be my best friend
{x} do you attend church: yeah
{x} do you like being around people: yeah i think less about the way i feel
{x} who is your role model: my mom or my therapist
{x} have you ever liked someone you had no chance with? all the time.
{x} have you ever cried over the opposite sex: yeah
{x} have you ever lied to your best friend: no

{x} ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: yeah but i know the people who i seek revenge unto are not capable of feeling the way i feel.

{x} rather have a relationship or a "hookup": i want to be in love, its sad, i am obsessed
{x} want someone you don't have right now: definitely
{x} ever liked your best girl/guy friend: yeah
{x} do you want to get married: yes. badly.

{x} do you want kids: yeah. i cant wait.
{x} what is your favorite part of your physical appearance: i guess my eyes are kind of cool colored
{x} what is your favorite part of your emotional being: nothing, i hate it
{x} are you happy with your life: not right now

{x} if you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: i would call you and come over and you would profess your love to me and i would tell you i feel the same and it would be okay. but its not.