I'm ready to close one chapter of my life that has been open for far too long. Even though its taken me a long time to get to this point i dont think ive made wrong decisions in getting here. this is relieving. the point is, sometimes people just never really grow up and its nice to be able to realize that you are growing up when you look back at these people and forget why you ever held them up as high as you did. and this isnt about you steve.


"One more inch,
You son of a bitch.
You've been wasting my time, always.
And now you're half awake.
You bend til you break.
And make the same mistakes, always."
guster


i love courtney and gio for reading this and also for being the greatest friends!