shit. almost 10 days. i just don't turn my computer on at home. because its slow as fuck and my laptop is still broken.

so far i have loved this break. and the presents from courtney and greg. and courtney and greg in general. they are really the only people ive seen and im completely okay with that. i would like to see gio and charlie sometime soon though.

I also really love the new brand new. hell i love all brand new.

In january im going to try to start doing better in school.

This is going to be a rainy christmas. I want to go to a park and swing. another great song is brick by ben folds five. but more importantly, back to the brand new...

"I used to be such a burning example, I used to be so original. I used to care, I was being cared for. Made sure I showed it to those that I love. I used to sleep without a single stir, 'Cause I was about my father's work. Well take me out tonight, The ship of fools I'm on will sink. A millstone around my neck, Be my breath, there's nothing I wouldn't give. I used to pray a God was listening. I used to make my parents proud. I was the glue that kept my friends together, Now they don't talk and we don't go out. I used to know the name of every person I kissed. Now I made this bed and I can't fall asleep in it."
brand new-millstone