i love when courtney talks to me about her jealousy. this makes me feel better about the years i spent as a psychotic jealous girlfriend. i mean courts not psychotic, not even close to as bad as i have been, but just knowing that im not the only one who gets jealous makes me feel more at ease with myself.

tonight is the neighborhood christmas party. i need to get out of this house. or get completely trashed. but i think ill just get out.

this is one of those nights where friends other than courtney would be nice to have. kyle's mom is here. maybe kyle wants to hang out with me.... HAHAHAHhahahahHAha. ugh. life.