this morning when i was brushing my teeth i was using warm water, which is unusual because i use cold water, and it reminded me of this day in new jersey when i discovered that dominique uses warm water to brush her teeth and was her face. now washing the face i can understand, but warm water for brushing the teeth? thats just gross. haha. then it made me remember other parts of that trip like searching for out P.S.M.'s (potential soul mates) and failing because we never found them. but we took over 14 sets of pictures in the dollar photo booths. she's online now. but i don't think i'm going to IM her. i wouldn't really knwo what to say. "hey dominique remember new jersey? yeah that was pretty rad" you can't just bring up past events and hope to build real conversations off of them. I wish i could still talk to her about everything i used to talk to her about. and i wish i could still act so stupid with her and walk around doing really pointless things like putting bumper stickers on random cars. i wish i could just act stupid with her because acting stupid by myself all the time is kind of lonely. i knwo we both have different friends and different life styles now. and i know it would be next to impossible to get back what we had. but i just think of all the fun ive had with her and it just makes me kind of sad. i mean its not everyday your best friend sees your grandma get attacked by biting flies and then jumps into freezing cold lake superior with you. i just have this hard time with letting go of the things that really mademe laugh.