My words are sharper than a thousand knives. while you stare me down i can only laugh. its only painfully obvious that your bitter heart has turned to stone and has been deprived a sense of felling. i laugh because youre alone. alone with yourself. you might as well who tell the world your suicide threats that you never intend on following up on. i'll stand here with this stupid smile while you soak in your sympathy. just avoiding the inevitable now. you know the secret i've always known. it will always leave you high and dry and expecting so much more. i hope someday your cry for help goes unanswered and you stare sheepishly at the crowd of no one surrounding you. i hope someday you understand your worthlessness. i hope someday my apathy will leave me so i will capable of loveing the most parasitical creatures i've encountered. You'll never forget this now.