Tuesday, January 25, 2011

desperately seeking creativity

i'm always embarrassed to tell people i majored in English because i'm constantly worried that they are thinking,

"how?"

good question.

at least once a week i have a very real fear that i am bi-polar. i'm worried that, in the process of building a case for my own sanity on the fact that steve was/is actually bi-polar, i missed some huge detail about myself. i've yet to catch  myself in a manic phase though, so the initial fear usually subsides rather quickly. i just feel like i'm missing something that everyone else knows. maybe i'm just paranoid after reading the double bind.

GAD, BDD, ETC...

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