tonight we went to that benefit thing for a little while and it was pretty boring but harrison and kurt were there and jeanae was there too and me and jeanae "played catch up" i guess. i hope im going to this coheed and cambria show with her tomorrow i hope its fun. maybe ill wear RBF i bet i will. maybe we'll see weird guy. jeanae knows him though. so maybe i shouldnt call him that. anyway i fell in love again tonight. and i know jeanine doesnt think its possible but i'm not listening because i KNOW that its lame to write this on the internet but i don't care. i miss harrison. blah my heart hurts. im listening to depressing songs about the summer. i hope this summer is a little better than last summer. last summer was the lonliest summer ever and i don't want that to happen again. ill take summer school until august before id go through that again. consumer ed booyah! me and court are rockin that class and we would with tray except she doesnt do summer school. oh god i miss harrison