something that occured to me tonight was the fact that lately i haven't been in the mood for those fake conversations with those fake friends about all the things that you have done that really aren't important to you or anyone and they are simply talked about for hospitality's sake. There is a big difference between catching up with an old friend and just having the conversation because its the thing to do. well call me a bitch but i don't want to do it anymore. i will never have to worry about the pretend conversations because my friendships, despite the distance, have the ability to be picked up where they were last left off. if it doesn't work like that then we probably weren't really friends. its a very very sad world.