"Two to one
Static to the sound of
You and I undone
For the last time
And there this was
Hiding at the bottom
Of your swimming pool
Some September
Don't you think
I wish that I could stay?
Your lips give you away."
jacksmannequin

when i hear certain songs, i find it more difficult to live through the day. and its going to be impossible for me to get through this spring knowing our routine has finally ended and you wont be there waiting for me in the summer. i say "this is the last time" but then i always want just one more chance. and a part of me hopes its never the last time. i'm so selfish for that.