OKay that computer has just shut down and restarted for the second time today. thank you backdoor virus. i can't delete the file because i have been denied access. ive been denied access to everything. i am an angry person and i dont have an empathetic bone in my body. i have been drained completely of any sense of compassion that i might have had at one point in my life. the summer has been a bore and has ended entirely too quickly. the only adventure ive had has been while reading lame ass Teen Crap books like "the second summer of the sisterhood" "second helpings" and "diary of a teenage stud" despite these somewhat QUEER titles the books are actually quite fantastic and captivating. i also started the joy luck club. but that is anything but an exciting adventure. i honestly don't like it. like whats so great about it? they're chinese women. i dont think i could relate less if they were a heard of african elephants describing the troubled life of the tundra. maybe im just a cynical bitch, or maybe im just impatient and unmotivated. maybe both. either way, i'm angry and troubled, but more importantly, i'm hungry. i got a homecoming dress yesterday. la deee da. this is a stupid entry. i need a date. anyone interested? its a cool dress if that helps? well the system is shutting down in another 50 seconds so i better sum this up and quick. i'm going to the mall with courtney and AMY in a few minutes. an exciting excursion it will be, no doubt. does anyone have any money? does anyone serve any puyrpose?