ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh iwish youd grow up!!!!!!! i hope you realize this isnt going to bring you any closer to finding out who you really are. you know your ejust going to end up putting yourself in the line of fire to get hurt. and its not even worth warning you because you adhere to no one's advice. so we'll just sit this one out and let you make your mistakes and realize that its never going to get you anywhere acting like this. maybe three years ago i could have sympathized with your choices but youre almost 17. you'll be feeling empty and lost by the time the new year rolls around. i dont know what to say other than, what are you doing? some of us have been falling a long time before we actually hit the bottom.