Wednesday, October 31, 2012

weathering well the perpetual storm

Will we ever know how close I came to being broken? I don't think I will ever get to be one of those people who is the same person all the time. I can't even stay the same person throughout a day. this doesn't make sense. maybe I'm the bipolar one. I feel like i am burning and drowning at the same time. all these tiny battles against myself that i just cannot win. i want the version of my life where i am given everything and i am happy. because the version where i am given everything and i am not happy is exhausting.

Can you chase this fire away?


"And as the world comes to an end
I'll be here to hold your hand
Cause you're my king and I'm your lionheart."
of monsters and men

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