I cant move on because i cant stop thinking about everything else. My past is enveloping my future.

Maybe i just set aside the fact that you were broken hearted, in my own special selfish way. and if i hadn't set aside the fact that you were broken hearted, hell knows where your heart could be today, maybe with me.

Its weird to think that its really over. I can honestly say i didnt really see this coming. I guess i probably should have. And if its whats best then why do i feel so sad?

So happy valentine's day. i hope the sun's out in new york.

I hate valentine's day.