Wednesday, October 19, 2005

I'm so pissed off and sad. You make me so upset and i don't even know what it is. Just talking to you gets me really upset. and i should be studying for a test i have tomorrow morning but now i cant because i cant stop thinking and being upset. god you dont get it. you cant just have everything your way.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I'm sorry that talking to me makes you sad and upset. I love you so much and I want you to see that I'm better now and that we can work. If I can show it to you by not talking to you, and then you'll believe that we can work, then that's what I'll do. I know you don't think I'll wait for you, and I know for sure that you're having trouble believing that I have really changed and that it's permanent. However hard it is to believe that I've changed for real, it's true that I have. There won't be any reversion back to my old ways. I promise you that. I ask for a chance to prove it to you. You are in complete control. I love you forever and always, and that's why I'll wait.