I havent updated in a month. i just updated this about 5 seconds ago and it was a really long and profoundly worded post but it was deleted before i got to post it. thank you "internet explorer needs to shut down" message. either way the post was about my trip to boston which begins on thursday night. im going to look at Boston University and Boston College. im favoring BU at the moment just because it seems better, not because i'm secretly following every move lauren makes. She knows i am, ive already confessed. either way, BU just seems more.... alive, for lack of a better word. Hopefully i feel the same way after i've visited them. who knows. today is house cleaning day. how exciting.