edit: i actually still want to go to vet school.
NIU class of 11!!!
the closer i get to starting classes, the less excited i am about starting this new chapter.
no i will not be done with school until im 29. awesome.
i can't decide if i want to turn matt's work life into a book or screenplay. either way, im writing something soon.
i want to train Indy to be a pet therapy dog.
i wish i were better at bowling.
i need to update this more frequently than every 6 months if i want someone to buy it and turn it into a miniseries. Unfortunately the content doesn't stray too far from major themes in my so-called life. since my years have been ones of angst to say the least. i need to find some redeeming quality in my writing that tops claire danes.
run neon tiger!
Friday, July 31, 2009
Monday, February 23, 2009
the more i learn, the less i know
i've learned a lot of things the hard way. what is the hard way? well, in my opinion, its doing your own thing despite objections, and then failing at it completely. I've fallen on my face with just about every significant endeavor i've taken on. Sometimes it takes me years to figure anything out. these are the some of the things i've "learned the hard way":
1. Not working hard enough in high school and getting rejected by my dream school(s)
2. Hating the school I chose and transferring away from Syracuse instead of to St. Olaf
3. Choosing a new school that is incredibly difficult and exhausting, thereby sacraficing any chance of good grades
4. Thinking i could be pre-vet and attempting a bio major while tanking my GPA in the process
5. Surrendering and becoming an English major, too late to save my GPA though
6. Working harder than i ever have during my junior and senior year in order to bring up my god forsaken GPA
7. Being too lazy to get a job or internship over the summer(s) and ending up with a completely blank resume and no experience in anything
8. Thinking i wanted to be a lawyer and wasting a lot of my parents' money on an LSAT prep class that didn't even really help
9a. Waiting until the second semester of my senior year to figure i want to go into nursing and therefore planning on getting a second bachelor's degree.
9b. Waiting until the second semester of my senior year to figure out i want to go into nursing and therefore aquiring at least $30k in debt in order to pay for the next 2 years.
9c. Waiting until the second semester of my senior year to figure out i want to go until nursing 2 weeks after applications were due for fall of 09 and realizing i have to wait an entire year to go.
10. Worrying about everything in my life and therefore losing my mind
I know a lot of these are about grades and bullshit. Grades are almost everything at st. olaf and don't let anyone tell you differently. I came to this school with the attitude that grades weren't as important as everyone made them out to be. That attitude doesn't work here. St. olaf has made me neurotic about grades and neurotic about everything in general. I've been consumed by the bullshit. I'm hoping someday to get back to where i was when i had my own ideas about what was important in the education system and what wasn't. Im trying to unlearn what this school has taught me about how to live my life. Someday i will get to where i am going. I doubt it will be anytime soon. i've made a thousand mistakes to get to where i am. I don't feel like i am any more sure of my identity than i was in high school. In fact, i'm probably less sure of who i am now than i have ever been.
I can, however, thank st. olaf for making me work harder and longer than i ever have in my life and hopefully making me more prepared for my future of more school.
so theres that. i guess i have that.
1. Not working hard enough in high school and getting rejected by my dream school(s)
2. Hating the school I chose and transferring away from Syracuse instead of to St. Olaf
3. Choosing a new school that is incredibly difficult and exhausting, thereby sacraficing any chance of good grades
4. Thinking i could be pre-vet and attempting a bio major while tanking my GPA in the process
5. Surrendering and becoming an English major, too late to save my GPA though
6. Working harder than i ever have during my junior and senior year in order to bring up my god forsaken GPA
7. Being too lazy to get a job or internship over the summer(s) and ending up with a completely blank resume and no experience in anything
8. Thinking i wanted to be a lawyer and wasting a lot of my parents' money on an LSAT prep class that didn't even really help
9a. Waiting until the second semester of my senior year to figure i want to go into nursing and therefore planning on getting a second bachelor's degree.
9b. Waiting until the second semester of my senior year to figure out i want to go into nursing and therefore aquiring at least $30k in debt in order to pay for the next 2 years.
9c. Waiting until the second semester of my senior year to figure out i want to go until nursing 2 weeks after applications were due for fall of 09 and realizing i have to wait an entire year to go.
10. Worrying about everything in my life and therefore losing my mind
I know a lot of these are about grades and bullshit. Grades are almost everything at st. olaf and don't let anyone tell you differently. I came to this school with the attitude that grades weren't as important as everyone made them out to be. That attitude doesn't work here. St. olaf has made me neurotic about grades and neurotic about everything in general. I've been consumed by the bullshit. I'm hoping someday to get back to where i was when i had my own ideas about what was important in the education system and what wasn't. Im trying to unlearn what this school has taught me about how to live my life. Someday i will get to where i am going. I doubt it will be anytime soon. i've made a thousand mistakes to get to where i am. I don't feel like i am any more sure of my identity than i was in high school. In fact, i'm probably less sure of who i am now than i have ever been.
I can, however, thank st. olaf for making me work harder and longer than i ever have in my life and hopefully making me more prepared for my future of more school.
so theres that. i guess i have that.
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
please.don't.be.done.
So hello where are we today
Still fighting, still running in place
And now the outline of this lake
Seems to be pointing me away
Honestly, I've never lied more
To myself all over the floor
Right through my teeth I've showed you
Just how weak my knees can get
Don't let go
my spine is slipping like a fault line
If I go, I'll bury us all
Don't close my door
don't leave me out with these mosquitoes
Trying to drink up all my wine
Do you wanna know what my love is?
Do you wanna hear how my song goes?
Do you wanna know what my love is?
Don't say no
Don't say no
So now it's up to me to wait
I need you to reciprocate
My heart is ticking like a box
Sent to me by anonymous
And now I'm scared to open it
I'm always blowing up to bits
I'm always running out of lives
Running out of time
Don't let me go, I'd fall apart
Don't say you won't follow my heart
I've kept this deep inside for far too long... it can't be wrong
Only one life to give, I cross my heart and hope to live
With you my darling here for evermore.
alkalinetrio
sit back and relax, enjoy the crash
Can anybody hear me? Is anyone out there?
I've fallen and I'm broken down, I'm dying over here
If anybody's listening, I hope you hear my cries
My will to live is wearing thin, I'm running out of time
i feel like my life is collapsing on itself all the time. i plan on not using my degree. i am trying to figure out what im doing with the rest of my life and i have no idea. i've never really had any idea. its true my ideas change weekly/monthly. there is nothing about me that is more consistent than my inconsistency. my friends are like a real life portrayal of mean girls. i just don't know how to handle everything falling apart. i'm quickly slipping back into the person i never wanted to be again.
i want to move away from chicago. i want to go somewhere where no one knows me. i want to start over. i want to run away from everything. my cowardice and inability to own up to my own decisions is killing me. i can't wait to leave minnesota. i need to learn how to be myself.
i'm glad my classes are bullshit this semester. im too exhausted to keep doing this work. i've done nothing but work so hard for mediocre grades for 3 years. even the easy classes require more hours of reading than there are available in a day.
Wednesday, February 04, 2009
just read your blog
its like we were never even friends.
in retrospect this is all very weird. i mean im glad youre over it and moved on though. i thought, as far as friends go, that i was a relatively good one. i guess i lied in the last post saying that was the only thing i was going to write about this.
im bitter. and i would never deny that.
oh well. i really can't wait to go back to school! i no longer have any desire to celebrate my birthday in minnesota so i guess its convenient that i bought a plane ticket during my first week in europe.
anyway im done now. good luck with future endeavors...
"im glad i have people i call friends"
in retrospect this is all very weird. i mean im glad youre over it and moved on though. i thought, as far as friends go, that i was a relatively good one. i guess i lied in the last post saying that was the only thing i was going to write about this.
im bitter. and i would never deny that.
oh well. i really can't wait to go back to school! i no longer have any desire to celebrate my birthday in minnesota so i guess its convenient that i bought a plane ticket during my first week in europe.
anyway im done now. good luck with future endeavors...
"im glad i have people i call friends"
insert famous oscar wilde quote
when things seem uncomplicated, they never are.
i don't really know how i feel. i guess i'm not mad. i guess i don't feel betrayed. but i do feel different. i guess its just a shock. i know friendships change all the time. its just weird when you have one best friend. just one. not 3 to choose from or fall back on when something goes wrong on one end. when you have only one and that friendship changes, and you can't look at it the same again, your whole life seems different.
i guess when you have 1 instead of 3, the one is really important. i can't imagine how easy it would be to deal with one altered frienship when you have 2 others that are perfectly intact. its probably not even very noticible.
and that is all im going to say about this bullshit that makes summer after senior year seem like yesterday. i guess it only makes sense really. i wrote a lot about this when basically the same thing happened with keiko so repeating all this for a different person would be redundant and its not worth the energy.
i guess i'm more upset than i thought. but i really only feel sad when i think about it a lot. so i'm trying to just not do that.
i don't really know how i feel. i guess i'm not mad. i guess i don't feel betrayed. but i do feel different. i guess its just a shock. i know friendships change all the time. its just weird when you have one best friend. just one. not 3 to choose from or fall back on when something goes wrong on one end. when you have only one and that friendship changes, and you can't look at it the same again, your whole life seems different.
i guess when you have 1 instead of 3, the one is really important. i can't imagine how easy it would be to deal with one altered frienship when you have 2 others that are perfectly intact. its probably not even very noticible.
and that is all im going to say about this bullshit that makes summer after senior year seem like yesterday. i guess it only makes sense really. i wrote a lot about this when basically the same thing happened with keiko so repeating all this for a different person would be redundant and its not worth the energy.
i guess i'm more upset than i thought. but i really only feel sad when i think about it a lot. so i'm trying to just not do that.
Thursday, November 20, 2008
stole this!
So, what's your name?
Audrey
And you're how old?
21. im a spring chicken.
Did it rain today?
No.
Have you ever dated/had a crush on a guy named Michael?
ugh unfortunately i made that mistake sophomore year of high school but it was promptly corrected a week later.
Do you have a favorite TV commercial?
i hate them all.
Would you rather be called hot, cute, or beautiful?
beautiful
How many times have you gotten detention in school?
3
Do you have a little sister?
no
Do you like Taylor Swift?
no
Do you like to listen to the radio when you're in the car?
if i can get good ones. which means only chicago stations.
Do you own anything from Tiffany & Co?
yeah. do i know where they are? no.
If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, how long have you guys been together?
17 months tomorrow. wow. thats long! no breaks! im a badass.
Tell me a fact about the last person that texted you:
im driving 4.5 hours with her in 5 days! and we are eating awesome food! and she is my best friend. and she is the only one who reads this.
When's the last time you ate at Taco Bell?
i wish 15 minutes ago but unfortunately its been like a year.
Have you ever been to New York?
yeah for the worst year of my life!
True or false: Miley Cyrus is the most annoying person ever.
false, she has big gums that show when she smiles, like me!
Do you like to wear flip-flops?
they are definitely better than any other shoe
What is your favorite salad dressing?
bleu cheese.
Do you miss an ex boyfriend/girlfriend?
No.
Have you ever been to Disney World?
yeah. it was all lame except splash mountain. except when we went when i was 2 i apparently loved the dumbo ride.
Is your computer a Dell?
NEVER AGAIN!
Have you ever broken anything because you were mad?
i crushed a lot of dried flowers. wow anger management here i come!
Do you like wearing headbands?
no they hurt me.
Have you ever been in a long distance relationship?
im in one now. they suck. get me back to schaumburg.
What was the last thing you ate?
a pear. ew. now im going to throw up, it was a little rotten.
Do you like the song Crush by David Archuleta?
no
Do you write in cursive or print?
print. i had to write some statement in cursive on the lsat and it was so bad thats probably why i bombed it.
Have your parents ever hated your boyfriend/girlfriend?
i dont know about hate, but they were concerned for my safety and his mental stability.
Who were you with the last time you went to the movie theater?
Jaye
When's the last time you had an Oreo?
i dont like them.
How old were you when you got your first cell phone?
14th birthday!
Who was the last person to call you baby?
Matt.
When's the last time you went to Wal-Mart?
ew who knows i repress those memories.
Do you and your best friend share clothes?
well i take hers but she hates all mine. so i feel a little bad about that.
Are you happy with your life at the moment?
very much so
What's the last thing you drank?
water
What time did you get to sleep last night?
1:20
Did you go outside for more than 30 minutes today?
maybe cumulative walks from buildings but probably not.
What's something you wouldn't wish on your worst enemy?
Art 252 at st. olaf.
Do you think the drinking age should be lowered to 18?
morons are morons. i dont think it really matters.
Do you like Obama?
he's pretty nice and cares about the environment. so he's won me over.
Last sporting event you watched on TV?
real world/road rules challenge.
Last thing that touched your lips?
the pear i ate
Is cheating ever okay?
absolutely not.
Waiting on anything?
the drive home on wednesday!
Are you pregnant?
Not that i know of.
Did you brush your teeth today?
of course.
What book are you currently reading?
Great Expectations. Environmental Law and Policy.
Ever busted a lip?
yeah 4th grade. thanks a lot peter you jackass.
Have you ever cried cause you were mad?
i don't cry for much else haha.
Who was the last person you smacked?
i wish most of the student body at stolaf. but actually probably johnny the last time i was in winona hitting and kicking.
Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a serious convo with?
Ann or Matt
Who was driving the last time you were in a car?
Always me.
Do you have trust issues?
obviously
Audrey
And you're how old?
21. im a spring chicken.
Did it rain today?
No.
Have you ever dated/had a crush on a guy named Michael?
ugh unfortunately i made that mistake sophomore year of high school but it was promptly corrected a week later.
Do you have a favorite TV commercial?
i hate them all.
Would you rather be called hot, cute, or beautiful?
beautiful
How many times have you gotten detention in school?
3
Do you have a little sister?
no
Do you like Taylor Swift?
no
Do you like to listen to the radio when you're in the car?
if i can get good ones. which means only chicago stations.
Do you own anything from Tiffany & Co?
yeah. do i know where they are? no.
If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, how long have you guys been together?
17 months tomorrow. wow. thats long! no breaks! im a badass.
Tell me a fact about the last person that texted you:
im driving 4.5 hours with her in 5 days! and we are eating awesome food! and she is my best friend. and she is the only one who reads this.
When's the last time you ate at Taco Bell?
i wish 15 minutes ago but unfortunately its been like a year.
Have you ever been to New York?
yeah for the worst year of my life!
True or false: Miley Cyrus is the most annoying person ever.
false, she has big gums that show when she smiles, like me!
Do you like to wear flip-flops?
they are definitely better than any other shoe
What is your favorite salad dressing?
bleu cheese.
Do you miss an ex boyfriend/girlfriend?
No.
Have you ever been to Disney World?
yeah. it was all lame except splash mountain. except when we went when i was 2 i apparently loved the dumbo ride.
Is your computer a Dell?
NEVER AGAIN!
Have you ever broken anything because you were mad?
i crushed a lot of dried flowers. wow anger management here i come!
Do you like wearing headbands?
no they hurt me.
Have you ever been in a long distance relationship?
im in one now. they suck. get me back to schaumburg.
What was the last thing you ate?
a pear. ew. now im going to throw up, it was a little rotten.
Do you like the song Crush by David Archuleta?
no
Do you write in cursive or print?
print. i had to write some statement in cursive on the lsat and it was so bad thats probably why i bombed it.
Have your parents ever hated your boyfriend/girlfriend?
i dont know about hate, but they were concerned for my safety and his mental stability.
Who were you with the last time you went to the movie theater?
Jaye
When's the last time you had an Oreo?
i dont like them.
How old were you when you got your first cell phone?
14th birthday!
Who was the last person to call you baby?
Matt.
When's the last time you went to Wal-Mart?
ew who knows i repress those memories.
Do you and your best friend share clothes?
well i take hers but she hates all mine. so i feel a little bad about that.
Are you happy with your life at the moment?
very much so
What's the last thing you drank?
water
What time did you get to sleep last night?
1:20
Did you go outside for more than 30 minutes today?
maybe cumulative walks from buildings but probably not.
What's something you wouldn't wish on your worst enemy?
Art 252 at st. olaf.
Do you think the drinking age should be lowered to 18?
morons are morons. i dont think it really matters.
Do you like Obama?
he's pretty nice and cares about the environment. so he's won me over.
Last sporting event you watched on TV?
real world/road rules challenge.
Last thing that touched your lips?
the pear i ate
Is cheating ever okay?
absolutely not.
Waiting on anything?
the drive home on wednesday!
Are you pregnant?
Not that i know of.
Did you brush your teeth today?
of course.
What book are you currently reading?
Great Expectations. Environmental Law and Policy.
Ever busted a lip?
yeah 4th grade. thanks a lot peter you jackass.
Have you ever cried cause you were mad?
i don't cry for much else haha.
Who was the last person you smacked?
i wish most of the student body at stolaf. but actually probably johnny the last time i was in winona hitting and kicking.
Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a serious convo with?
Ann or Matt
Who was driving the last time you were in a car?
Always me.
Do you have trust issues?
obviously
best friends, ex friends til the end.
i still talk about keiko all the time. its like a bad break up that i never got over. i hope eventually i do. im sick of hearing myself talk about her. ive actually been sick of talking about her for the last 3 years.
i still talk about sarah too, which is almost worse. actually it is worse. yeah 6 years of holding a grudge!!
love ya!
i am so excited for this drive with courtney. ive been planning the meals for the last 2 days.
i still talk about sarah too, which is almost worse. actually it is worse. yeah 6 years of holding a grudge!!
love ya!
i am so excited for this drive with courtney. ive been planning the meals for the last 2 days.
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Thursday, September 25, 2008
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
i don't see what anyone could see in anyone else but you
i like eating alone. its just so much easier.
i cant believe seth rogen was in donnie darko and as a fat bully side kick no less.
i'm watching The Savages instead of studying for the LSAT.
court you would like movie.
i have a stye. in my eye. sty?
whatever. i want to go home.
this movie hits too close to home.
i cant believe seth rogen was in donnie darko and as a fat bully side kick no less.
i'm watching The Savages instead of studying for the LSAT.
court you would like movie.
i have a stye. in my eye. sty?
whatever. i want to go home.
this movie hits too close to home.
Tuesday, September 09, 2008
also-a side note
in response to courtney's Sarah Palin bashing...
polar bears ARE endangered!!! THEY DONT HAVE ANYMORE ICE! im going to cry about this before i get back to Dickens. I don't even want to vote. they are both idiots.
ANARCHY IN THE U.K.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
polar bears ARE endangered!!! THEY DONT HAVE ANYMORE ICE! im going to cry about this before i get back to Dickens. I don't even want to vote. they are both idiots.
ANARCHY IN THE U.K.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hate bill beckett but...
"Well the neighbors have complained damn near every night."
unfortunately the only thing i can really work out to or run to is the Academy and fall out boy. I just can't get used to calling them the academy is... so im not going to. I wish i didn't have lame pseudo-connections to these bands that showed me what assholes some of the members are. I could remain in blissful pop rock ignorance forever.
i saw my first roommate from sophomore year the other day. a moments glance ruined my semester. kidding. but i do hate her and i have never had so much pent up rage for a particular person.
in her infamous words as she walked out the door and out of my life, "I'm goin to Iowa."
absolutely beautiful and poignant on every literary level.
I have probably repeated that quote in at least 4 other posts but its so perfect and since courtney is the only one who really reads this, its more for her than anyone else.
McRib is back!
Now i'm just putting off my reading. I had all these creative things to say that i thought of on the verge of sleep last night (how stream of consciousness of me!) but now i forgot them all. It was probably just a series of witty insults to carrie stillman.
and yes i can hold a grudge like nobodys business. does this mean i'm not going to live as long as other nice people? where is the face full of jostons snl skit? i want to watch it now!
IRREGARDLESS!
i need new jeans. denim denim denim! why? i really just want to wear sweatpants all day for life!!!
also- i need start looking for a job for when i graduate in like 8 months? wow that is SICK! sick bad for sure. and its lame that the only thing they have here are MINNESOTA job fairs. I guess i should have gone to illinois wesleyan. oh well.
and carter dropped out of u of i? now hes in the parkland college or something network. i dont know but it sounds like a community college. whats up with that? (this was directed specifically to courtney, obviously)
dear god get this academy off my itunes!!!!!!!!!!!!!
August Premier 4EVA! where is that fucking hoodie? its been missing for about 6 years.
unfortunately the only thing i can really work out to or run to is the Academy and fall out boy. I just can't get used to calling them the academy is... so im not going to. I wish i didn't have lame pseudo-connections to these bands that showed me what assholes some of the members are. I could remain in blissful pop rock ignorance forever.
i saw my first roommate from sophomore year the other day. a moments glance ruined my semester. kidding. but i do hate her and i have never had so much pent up rage for a particular person.
in her infamous words as she walked out the door and out of my life, "I'm goin to Iowa."
absolutely beautiful and poignant on every literary level.
I have probably repeated that quote in at least 4 other posts but its so perfect and since courtney is the only one who really reads this, its more for her than anyone else.
McRib is back!
Now i'm just putting off my reading. I had all these creative things to say that i thought of on the verge of sleep last night (how stream of consciousness of me!) but now i forgot them all. It was probably just a series of witty insults to carrie stillman.
and yes i can hold a grudge like nobodys business. does this mean i'm not going to live as long as other nice people? where is the face full of jostons snl skit? i want to watch it now!
IRREGARDLESS!
i need new jeans. denim denim denim! why? i really just want to wear sweatpants all day for life!!!
also- i need start looking for a job for when i graduate in like 8 months? wow that is SICK! sick bad for sure. and its lame that the only thing they have here are MINNESOTA job fairs. I guess i should have gone to illinois wesleyan. oh well.
and carter dropped out of u of i? now hes in the parkland college or something network. i dont know but it sounds like a community college. whats up with that? (this was directed specifically to courtney, obviously)
dear god get this academy off my itunes!!!!!!!!!!!!!
August Premier 4EVA! where is that fucking hoodie? its been missing for about 6 years.
Saturday, September 06, 2008
BOZ tattoo
I think I figured out what my first tattoo might be. totally uncomplicated and relatively small.
BOZ
its the pseudonym that Charles Dickens published under. Its cool because Charles Dickens is one of the most important literary figures of all time. Its also cool cause its short.
I have a ton of work today and also LSAT studying. this will be a boring day.
BOZ
its the pseudonym that Charles Dickens published under. Its cool because Charles Dickens is one of the most important literary figures of all time. Its also cool cause its short.
I have a ton of work today and also LSAT studying. this will be a boring day.
Thursday, September 04, 2008
I promise you I'm doing the best that I can.
courtney is a better blogger than me. This is going to be a really tiring semester followed by another really tiring semester followed by a really tiring life. As my itunes shuffles from one bad song to the next i wish i could get back to a less stressful time of my life, but according to this blog, that point must have been before 2002 because nothing written in this describes the easy life of a stress free adolescent. Young adult angst has taken hold and i would be totally content to go back home after graduating and repeat this last summer for at least 3 more years. I don't know if my parents would actually kick me out but I kind of doubt it.
I don't understand why my mom calls me with absolutely nothing to say. example:
mom: hiiiii
me: hi
mom: i haven't sent the stuff you asked me to send yet.
me: why not?
mom: i keep forgetting the box at work.
me: oh
...silence...
mom: eric wants me to send him shower shoes
me:...cool. tell him to walk to target.
...silence...
mom: axle got a haircut today and he has a back-to-school bandana with school busses on it.
me: awesome...
...silence...
me: well...
mom: okayyyy well maybe i'll call this weekend.
me: ok talk to you later
mom: byeeeeeeeeeee
Effexor is terrible. I would never recommend it to anyone. I'm kind of psychotic without it, but at least now i can orgasm.
I don't understand why my mom calls me with absolutely nothing to say. example:
mom: hiiiii
me: hi
mom: i haven't sent the stuff you asked me to send yet.
me: why not?
mom: i keep forgetting the box at work.
me: oh
...silence...
mom: eric wants me to send him shower shoes
me:...cool. tell him to walk to target.
...silence...
mom: axle got a haircut today and he has a back-to-school bandana with school busses on it.
me: awesome...
...silence...
me: well...
mom: okayyyy well maybe i'll call this weekend.
me: ok talk to you later
mom: byeeeeeeeeeee
Effexor is terrible. I would never recommend it to anyone. I'm kind of psychotic without it, but at least now i can orgasm.
I'm a modern girl but I fold in half so easily.
You didn't ask me how my first days of classes went.
Friday, August 29, 2008
In the spirit of back to school
Since katie is in France and updating i thought i would throw and update into the mix because i am spontaneous like that.
axle has a new purple bunny stuffed animal that he loves.
Indy has evil in her eyes but i love her so much it doesn't matter. we've decided shes a jack russell/greyhound/other mix. the other has a giant tail because her tail is at least half to 3/4 the length of her body. she 10 months old. we think. who knows.
I hate the burger king commercial for the cheesy bacon tendercrisp chicken sandwich because the cow is really scary looking.
i made these cool picture frames that i'm going to put on my wall when i move in.
summer has been good and unproductive.
also Spike TV has way too many auto tech school commercials. Just because i'm watching CSI in the middle of the day and clearly unemployed doesn't mean i want to be a mechanic.
Matt is going to be a Firefighter. he's a really cute when he takes blood pressure and wears a stethoscope.
axle has a new purple bunny stuffed animal that he loves.
Indy has evil in her eyes but i love her so much it doesn't matter. we've decided shes a jack russell/greyhound/other mix. the other has a giant tail because her tail is at least half to 3/4 the length of her body. she 10 months old. we think. who knows.
I hate the burger king commercial for the cheesy bacon tendercrisp chicken sandwich because the cow is really scary looking.
i made these cool picture frames that i'm going to put on my wall when i move in.
summer has been good and unproductive.
also Spike TV has way too many auto tech school commercials. Just because i'm watching CSI in the middle of the day and clearly unemployed doesn't mean i want to be a mechanic.
Matt is going to be a Firefighter. he's a really cute when he takes blood pressure and wears a stethoscope.
Thursday, April 17, 2008
distance
something is missing and empty. did we take this for granted and then push it too far?
i know you a little less every day.
i know you a little less every day.