who is the lamb and who is the knife?

there must be something else that i'm supposed to do with my life. i just don't know what it is. im so fucking sick of this.

im not even sure if i like animals anymore.

i thought that i used to be clever and lost it, but after reading posts circa 2004, i realized i actually never was clever. just angsty. sad realization. but those seem to be going around lately.