tonight i watched resevoir dogs with carter. it was a really good movie but... it ended right in the middle... it just like stopped. it didnt even tell us what happened at the begining. oh well i liked it anyway. after the movie i laughed more in 45 minutes of being with carter than i have in like the last week. i wish i could remember everything. it was so funny. oh man carter. you've stolen my heart. i also started my guitar today but thats not important. oh man carter is the funniest person ever.

wel its just about time for bed. i finished my art critique and im feeling pretty good. i think im going to cuddle up in bed and watch some tv before drifting off into a peaceful slumber. ahh im in such a nice mood right now. "i can't remember all the times i try to tell myself to hold on to these moments as they pass"

today i woke up early to do homework that i didnt do. i still need to do an art critique i just remembered. fuck. ill have to do that after this. i went over to carters at around 1230 and hung out with him and cebo and then we went to best buy and carter got donnie darko and then we went back to carters and went to the donnie darko website and then took cebo home and went back to my house where we sorted tiles for an hour or so and then i drove carter home late as usual. its going to be a long week.

I think its safe so say im falling for you.... really hard.

i dont know what that means.... it was all subconsious. whatever. i need to fall.

there is nothing i want more right now than to breathe you in. my heart could explode at any moment so before i die, burn me into the stars. there is nothing i want more than to leave this place in a blinding light that leaves a fatal mark over the desolate and empty soul of someone who didn't care enough to hold on.

there have been many times in my life when my emotions get the best of me and i end up breaking down. tonight im listening to bright eyes and i can't help myself, i feel like i haven't cried in so long. A Perfect Sonnet is one of those songs that makes you want to run away in the freezing cold 3 miles just to fall into someones arms. its driving me crazy. i can't do anything except think. no matter how much i think or dwell on or overanalyze something, it will never change. if i was influential i could take over the world. if i didnt think so much i think i would be happier. ill settle for thinking. i feel more aware.

unofficial best sex scene in a movie: jack and rose in the back seat.

AWOL------- we all know what that stands for. hahahahaha

its almost april fools day i need to start thinking about a prank. it will probably be really really lame and not even worth doing. boooooo. i do have a super cool canada hoodie though! not related. well im bored and hungry. maybe ill go take a look see at the food next door.

so last night i went to the carmel sutra eli lenore 504 plan show aka Bands Gone Wild!!!!! carmel sutra did fabulous i must say. after they played i listened to a bit of eli and then went into the hang out room to hang out haha i basically just watched people play pool. after they got bored with that we decided to go back to carter's. gerry said he would meet us there but never ended up showing. we decided we were hungry on the way home and stopped at mc donalds. we even made up a song for it in the car. at carters house we watched out Untitled Movie. i really wanted to watch HalloweeM 11 because its so fucking funny but it was at alex's house. i slept over at sarahs last night with court and today i came home showered and then headed off to carters. we didnt really do much before cebo called and wanted to hang out so we went and picked him up and then went to sarahs where we basically ate until carter decided it was time to go back to my house where we listened to helmet and korn and i was enlightened. now im just waiting for carter to get back from dinner at the relatives so we can have a quickie (haha) before calling "the gang" and going next door to the dinner madness of the neighborhood. there is that show tonight. i doubt im going. i don't have any money to be throwing around. i bought $30 worth of mosaic supplies today and got the march roll of film developed. some nice shots on that camera. this week has been a blast. my music awareness has increased a lot.

i need to research.

at the drive-in- Hourglass...
.... download this...

at the drive-in- Hourglass...
.... download this...

No lies, just love.... always...

I'm in a big mood for donnie darko. i really want to watch it tonight but i KNOW i won't stay up for the whole thing because as everyone knows im passed out 10 minutes into the movie. its just the way i am. We need to start making our own kind of movies like the halloweens because they are so funny. i feel like if i ever tried to make them they would just be really lame and UNfunny.

"am i dreaming? is this really me? because i've never felt so not lonely. and if this could be real right now then every day for the rest of my life i will search for moments full of you. but lets home tomorow won't cave in because im looking for someone to change me."
-saves the day

well today was fun. i hung out with "the gang" and we went to pizza hut for lunch, it was nice. definitely ate my money's worth. tonight we watched all four halloweens that carter and alex and nick and cebo made. the last one was by far the best. it was so funny. i havent laughed that hard in so long. right now im drinking coke and its not diet, the only reason i am drinking it is because it was just there in the fridge and i decided iw as thirsty but not thirsty enough to go all the way out into the garage to get a diet. man regular tastes so weird after like 6 months of straight diet coke.i need to finish fahrenheit 451 tonight because i still need to order my mosaic glue and do the ap euro packet.

Well i set my TV to wake me up at 10:30 and then i hopped in the shower and got ready for the day. today we are going to sarah's softball game at 12. yeah sarah! weeeeeeee. i want to do something so fun today but i can't think of it. oh god i still need to order my mosaic glue! shit i am going to be in so much trouble. boooo ill see you in hell gifted. i have all the necessary items for mosaicing. and i haven't done ANY research on the history of mosaics. im fucked basically. well ohh well thats just life i suppose. the dog was going insane today barking at nothing. it was really annoying. man i am up so early i don't know what to do with myself. i need to work on my website some more because its starting to slack, its not even near being done and its slacking. well thats sad. i also have an ap euro packet, an art critique, and a book that need to be finished by monday. hahahahahahahahaha ohhhhhhh silly audrey, why do you procrastinate so? i think im going to shower every other day. i like feeling clean.

well today we're going downtown and it should be fun. i think. we have no idea what we are going to do. but it should be fun anyway. im planning on wearing RBF its been a while since ive worn it. this is a pretty lame blog post. yesterday i was with carter for about 11 hours haha maybe 10.5 either way. thats a pretty long time lol. we made this awesome movie last night with cebo and the looon. hahaha it was so funny. everyone has to watch it. im serious. gerry walks into a wall and its so funny. oh man. oh man. okay i need to take courtney home.

i showered today. i feel clean.