the best dj's are saving their slowest song for last
when the dance is through it's me and you
come on would it really be so bad
things we think may be the same
but i won't fight for more
it's just not me to wear it on my sleeve
count on that for sure



I'm loving jimmy eat world for the rest of my life.

V-show was good.

Keiko is my friend again.

thats about it.

Carter is my friend too.

The more i think about, the more i hate it.

I'd never be able to marry a liberal.

I would also never want to be tartuffified. AND Ashlee Simpson is cool as hell! I have to finish candide. I like the book but candide himself is a pansy.

"Everything persecutes me in this world, even things that do not exist"- Voltaire

Homework is getting annoying and so is school. Econ is boring and im glad its half over. wow i complain a lot. in other news, i had Uno's for dinner. it was good. this is like the most eating out ive done in my life. 2 days in a row. OKay thats a slight exaggeration.

i'm in a bad mood.

Please.Come.Dive.In.Puddles.With.Me.

I'm sick of all my music. The weekend was okay. i need to read candide by tomorrow so i guess ill start doing that. i completely agree with Ryan on the whole college obsessors deal. I'm not really sure how much more of it i can take.

STOP TALKING ABOUT IT!



you know i'd like to keep my cheeks dry today so stay with me and i'll have it made. and i dont understand why i sleep all day and i start to complain when theres no rain. all i can do is read a book to stay awake and it rips my life away. but its a great escape.

Its not sane.

I want to get the new Jimmy Eat World.

I don't care what you do, I'm getting out. No nothing ever shames me. I don't want a thing from you. I'm goin gout. I don't care if youre angry. I'm getting out. No nothing ever shames me. I'm going out, i don't care if youre angry. i should have thought things through. im holding out. not getting an answer. i want to do right by you, but i'm finding out that cheating gets it faster.

Our hearts are littering the top soil

LOVE IS ONLY A FEELING

Keep on rockin me baby.

there is no closure. boooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
I'm so naive.

The postal service is breaking my heart. And im sad.
Everything looks perfect from far away.

theres no blame
for how our love
did slowly fade
but now that
its gone, its like
it wasnt there
at all. and here
i rest, where
dissapointment
and regret
collide.
and i'm lying
awake at night.


i just found a friend in one of your lies, to treat me so nice. i can't believe my bones when they say so many things. they tell me i am fine. believe me, i try.

Ohhh what a night.

Late december back in 63

was a very special time for me.

As i remember, what a night.

Bush rocked the debates tonight. I feel priviledged to be one of the few republicans in our class of the ignorant the unaware and misinformed.

Hey John Kerry, don't mess with Texas.

"OH MY GOD KAREN, YOU CAN'T JUST ASK PEOPLE WHY THEY'RE WHITE!"-mean girls

In other news, I hate calculus and my life. However, I will hate it more if John Kerry becomes president and we all have socialized medicare and terrible quality of that.

WE NEED TORT REFORMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

politics are taking over my life.

"And you broke me like the cigarette that i busted on the day i quit, but now that i've been drinking, i'm out of smokes and i wish that i had it. I woke up to my daily headache and the realization that you are gone. oh my sweet darling happiness, you've been away from me all along."

Steve's mad at me. I'm mad at macro. I miss the time in my life when no one was mad.

revised list of colleges as of today:

Boston College
University of Virginia
Washington University
Rice University
Syracuse University

i do not like school. i do not like it at all.

right now im going to barnes and noble to see exactly whatsome of these schools are about since kyle has all my books.

college of the day: syracuse university

BOO, YOU WHORE.

Homecoming was fun! yesterday at Ulta i saw Jeanae. I have trouble being my own person after seeing her because she's so much cooler than me and when i see her i want to be like her and not like me. Right now i'm eating a really good nature valley granola bar and i don't want it to end. I watched mean girls last night and i forgot how funny it is. I need to watched saved! too. i bought them both yesterday. or my mom did.

We love our bread, we love our butter. But most of all, we love eachother!!!

Today susan and i are supposed to play girl talk, eat tuna, talk about boys, and have a sleepover. i'll feel dumb if she doesn't want to anymore. haha. I'm in the mood to read, but i don't know which book to start!!!!!!!! i hate that feeling. i've got about 10 choices. i guess i could read Candide.

quote of the day, brought to you in part by regina george:
"Boo, you whore."

Homecoming was fun! yesterday at Ulta i saw Jeanae. I have trouble being my own person after seeing her because she's so much cooler than me and when i see her i want to be like her and not like me. Right now i'm eating a really good nature valley granola bar and i don't want it to end. I watched mean girls last night and i forgot how funny it is. I need to watched saved! too. i bought them both yesterday. or my mom did.

We love our bread, we love our butter. But most of all, we love eachother!!!

Today susan and i are supposed to play girl talk, eat tuna, talk about boys, and have a sleepover. i'll feel dumb if she doesn't want to anymore. haha. I'm in the mood to read, but i don't know which book to start!!!!!!!! i hate that feeling. i've got about 10 choices. i guess i could read Candide.

quote of the day, brought to you in part by regina george:
"Boo, you whore."

one-way trip can work both ways
and loose ends kept untied make better friends
the things you buy may someday leave you
can you say full ride? i can still see you around.


Good luck on tuesday.

I LOVE DICK CHENEY FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE DICK CHENEY FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

If I lived till I was one hundred and two, I just don't think I'll ever get over you.

It's a luscious mix of words and tricks
That let us bet when you know we should fold
On rocks i dreamt of where we'd stepped
And the whole mess of roads we're now on.


I get the news I need on the weather report. I've got nothing to do today but smile.



And I'm frustrated, confused, sad, and failing.

I get the news i need on the weather report.

If I lived till i was one hundred and two, I just don't think i'll ever get over you.

I am thinking its a sign that the freckles in our eyes are mirror images and when we kiss they're perfectly aligned.



this is the end

I get the news i need on the weather report.



I'm sad today.